Literally just woke up from a… nightmare?
So I was back at Santa Clara, taking care of errands. Eventually, I found my way into some fast food joint and I was sitting down waiting for my food when someone in the restaurant shouted, “Lu!?”
And I turned and saw Taylor waving at me with a shy smile, so at first I just turned away and froze for a bit. But I knew I would have to talk to her sometime, so I took a deep breath and slowly lifted myself out of the chair.and walked over.
I sat down and didn’t say anything. I see this part so vividly…
She looked up at me and smiled and said, “Hey Lu…”
I didn’t say anything.
We just looked into each others eyes quietly.
I could see her weak grin slowly fade.
Her face begun to redden.
Her green eyes tearing up…
She moved her hand up to my face, touching my cheek.
"Why?" she asked.
Her face began to tense.
Her weak grin was now replaced with a sorrowful frown.
Tears flooding, pouring down her heartbroken face.
"Why’d you have to leave me??? Why?? WHY?? WHY????
I NEEDED you, I needed you here, but you went and LEFT me!!
After all we’ve been through, you just left me!!”
I was legitimately frightened. My heart was pounding through my chest. She started pounding the table, almost flaling, I didn’t know what to do to control her.
So I lent my hand out.
She stopped, look at my hand,
looked at me. And she took it.
And we just sat there for a while with her holding my hand.
She was still shaking the whole time,
from nervousness, guilt, anger, sadness.
I knew she was expecting something from me.
Words, some kind of response.
I couldn’t say anything.
I didn’t want to say anything.
I just froze and didn’t say a single word.
And now I just woke up. I could hear her voice echoing through my head. I could hear the last words she screamed over and over again. “WHY??”
The craziest part for me is instinctively, for some reason I decided it was necessary to check her Facebook. And now I’m here. But upon checking, I see now that her Facebook completely disappeared. I can’t tell if I’m being blocked or if she deleted her Facebook.
I figured I’d write down my dream quickly so I don’t forget it in the morning. But, it’s just eerie, hearing her voice taper off in echo as I woke up, and then suddenly seeing her Facebook is blocked/deleted
idk i really like being called cute but i also really like hearing that you masturbate to the thought of me idk
My second job taught me that I can’t work at a place where I have to constantly involve myself with people from the general public. It also taught me I can’t work a job I hate.
My first job taught me though that I do still possess compassion. In fact, I have a lot of it, but only towards good people. It also taught me that I need a job I enjoy, a job that will get me up out of bed everyday.
And the job I’m working at now has taught me that I can easily deal with working an extremely boring job. In fact I actually enjoy mundaneness.
It seems like everything really is pointing in the direction of becoming a boring patent lawyer :]]
ngnl sao lok tokyo ghoul
i think i might watch one more, any recommendations?